Anymore

I poured my soul into the ground
as tears like rivers flow
dry and dusty earth
needed more than I can cry
the tiny seeds inside me
now whither up and die.
Everything is broken
theres nothing left to try.
Ran from pain into the night
and there I found myself
cut the binding from my heart
wont live for someone else.
Too hard for too long
what am I fighting for?
When everything is aching
I can’t remember anymore.