Again

Hope died with the promise
never to be regained,
lost to me forever
December cries your name.
Reach and pull back nothing
still reaching all these years
nothing is forgotten
I've not ran out of tears.
I ache for you in silence.
pain reserves it's space
never to be forgotten
the memory of your face.
I died again in peices
I split again into
I am holding everything
but all I want is you.